Tough Day Today

Well I just wanted to drop a note. Every since Jim passed away I have made sure that I'm not home often, especially on the weekends because I don't want to be alone. But today I made myself do it. I DID IT but boy was it very hard. I don't like this part of my life I not used to it yet nor will I know when I will ever be used to it. I had to go to Walmart and boy was I trying to think of who I could go and bug this weekend. Couldn't think of anyone that wasn't already busy, or that I haven't bugged enough already. So just pray for me because I thought that it had been long enough that I would be ok, but boy did I find out that I was WRONG!!